The Fatshionista Penguin

faysbook:

misswallflower:

I’m turning 21 soon.

I’ve always celebrated my birthdays with my family and sometimes with a few friends of my parents, because nobody else was in town in the middle of august. 

I hardy ever had friends over, never had big parties and everything that came with it.

I don’t want to sound ungrateful, because my birthdays were always very nice, my family made sure of that, it’s just that sometimes you also want to celebrate with your friends.

I want something special this year, twenty-one feels like a milestone, at least to me.

This is so appropriate that I could have written it myself. It’s my 21st birthday a week today and I’m dreading it. I’ve grown to loathe my birthday because it always ends up being lonely and disappointing. Those shouldn’t be words you should associate with a celebration. I’d like, just once, to have all of my friends celebrate with me. One can live in hope, I suppose.

AMEN!! I have found the past couple of weeks leading up to my birthday (on Saturday) to be horribly depressing. CAN ALL OF MY FRIENDS JUST COME UP HERE FOR A COUPLE DAYS???!?!?!